I’m back to hoping I’ll run into him whenever I go out
AssfaceI feel like one of my biggest fears is becoming annoying to a friend and he’s just making it worse
I’m mad at myself, not you.
I’m mad for always being nice,
always apologizing for things I didn’t do,
for getting attached,
for making you my life,
depending on you,
wasting my time on you,
thinking about you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you,
But most of all, for not hating you, which I know I should…
But I just can’t.